Clean Slate

A few nights ago, I lost my phone under some pretty foolish circumstances. So foolish, I don’t actually remember losing my phone because I was so drunk. It was the next morning that my sister-in-law broke the news to me about what happened and that she suspected I dropped it in an Uber… but due to the night’s wild chain of events, there could be at least three possible locations where the phone could’ve gone missing.

The optimist in me was hoping that we would hear from the Uber driver and that the phone would be safe and sound with him. We never heard from the Uber driver. So I tried to get in touch with Uber support, but they weren’t being helpful due to the fact that I wasn’t the one who called the Uber. There was also another Uber the phone could’ve been dropped in. No word from that driver either. And then there was also a bar where I may have dropped it, so I left a message with their Lost & Found. Again, no word.

Now, it’s just a phone. No big deal, right? I mean, I could borrow a phone from someone, buy a new phone, or just go without a phone (haha, I wish!).

A few days after my phone went missing, Find My iPhone located my phone over in Canoga Park. I looked up the address and the location looked like an apartment complex. What am I going to do? Go over there and try to hunt it down? Probably not smart.

So I waited and continued to be patient because I thought just MAYBE this Uber driver would get back to us about finding the phone in his car. And so I decided to give it a full 5 days. Because 5 is the # for grace.

And after a full 5 days passed, this morning, I got another alert from Find My iPhone. Another address not too far from the first address in Canoga Park. And so I looked it up and found that this was the address for a business that unlocks cellphones- AHA!

So one of my best friends and I went over there to do a little detective work. We asked the guy if someone had come in to try to unlock a phone this morning. He confirmed this and said that a guy came in, they charged the phone up, saw that Lost Mode was on, and so the guy took off with the phone. We asked if they had any security cameras and tried to get as much information about the suspect just to see if it would be worth filing a police report, so we even went over to McDonald’s next door to see if there was any video surveillance. But there was not. So at this point, with a dead end hit, we called it a day and went to eat Thai food.

As petty as this situation might be, I guess I was just hoping for the best outcome… and well, I think the best outcome is exactly this. A clean slate.

Yes, maybe I lost a bunch of personal data that wasn’t backed up, like all my photos from my trips to NorCal, New Zealand, and Australia, or voice notes of creative ideas or prophetic words, or notes to self that really belong in a diary… but it’s ok. Everything is sooooo fleeting anyway. Nothing in my phone really even matters! And I just feel like this is all part of a bigger lesson that God’s been teaching me. To let go.

That and to stop getting so stupidly drunk.

-G

2:22

Is the current time and it’s also a time I see on the clock ALL THE TIME, especially in the last year.

I hear it has to do with Isaiah 22:22. And to me, that makes complete sense, because 1) in December 2009, Isaiah 22:22 was a verse that was spoken over me right before I had some pretty awesome New Year adventures with God in Asia for three months, 2) I didn’t think I could get back to that spiritual high from 2010 until just this past mid-May when God just showed up in a totally new way and I started getting so much inspiration… including getting the download of this blog’s name… and AHHH!!! There’s so much I need to write about!!!!! And it’s definitely not happening tonight, cuz’ it would be wise to get some shut eye soon. But I just wanted to write something at 2:22, cuz’ I seriously feel like I’ve been living an Isaiah 22:22 season right now and it has been for the most part, awesome.

So if “a picture is worth a thousand words,” then this artwork pretty much summarizes what I really want to share with you.


Fragments by Yoko Tanji.

Perhaps I will explain in a future post.

-G

“I will place on his shoulder the key to the house of David; what he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open.”

Isaiah 22:22 NIV

Happy re-birthday to me!

I’m 12 years old today. As in 12 years of living with Jesus.

Of all days. 9/11. A day to always remember as an American. A day of death, sacrifice, and coming together as a country.

Then four years later, 9/11 became a day of death to my old self, a day when my life really started. It’s a day where I can celebrate the redemption and hope that God has given me. That He’s always been there and that He has so much grace for me.

So I thought today would be a good day to start this blog. So hello, welcome to my journey. I don’t know what exactly this blog is going to be all about, but I just hope to share authentically from my heart and experiences.

-G

“Those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.”

Isaiah 40:31 NIV